Dream #5:
I was building a beautiful rosewood four post bed and Alex showed up to say, “HI.” He fell into me and moaned like he used to when he received a good hug from me. I asked him if he wanted to hang out later that night and he freaked out and ran away.
Dream #6:
I showed up at Alex’s apartment and Katie ran up to me and said, “Khrystina! Look at this ring I found on the hallway floor!”
I took it and realized it was the black onyx ring I had given to Alex the first week we started dating. I continued down the hall and went into Alex’s room and saw four beds. Each bed represented each of the new boys that Alex was to live with in the new house. The couch bed was Joe, the fancy four post bed was Ramon, the black race car bed was Aaron and the red race car bed was Alex. I walked over to his desk to place the ring on it and noticed a couple of my candle holders, my Star of David necklace and several other of my trinkets sitting there. I set the ring down amongst the trinkets and laid down on the floor for a nap until he got home. When I woke up the beds were still there, so I went outside and got into a little blue truck and drove to a bar where he said hjm and Eli would be for a show. I got there and sent him several text messages letting him know where I was. With no reply I looked all over the venue for him. I saw several people who looked like him but alas were not. I went back to my truck and drove back to the apartment, his room was empty. Everything was gone except his desk, chair and his phone was in the middle of the floor. I scrolled through it to make sure I had not been deleted. The text messages I sent were unread and only my number showed up. I went through his address book and I was still there…
